Confessions
of a Former
Islamist
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N.M.A.
NMA was originally from Cairo and
went to college in the city where my family lived. I was in my first
year of college at the time, and this was my first case of proselytizing.
She was very pretty. She had a few
Muslim girl friends who told me that she was an easy catch. They
arranged for me to meet her and I practiced pretending that I was madly in
love, staring at her with desire and faking a quivering voice.
When NMA and I first started
talking, I asked her some questions about the Christian faith. I
realized I had to change my tactics if I was going to trap her. I started
to convince her that I loved her and I worked on her until she fell for
me. Her girl friends were aware of what was happening and helped me
by talking to her about my love for her. I told her that we could
marry and keep our different faiths, as Islam allows Muslims to marry the
people of the book because they believe in God. I had my way with
her and she became pregnant.
I secretly went to church with her a
few times and I even bought Christian books, icons and the fellowship
bread to convince her that I was an admirer of Christianity. I told her
that I would have gladly converted to Christianity, but could not do it
because I would be killed. I then told her that I loved her and could not
live without her and if she converted to Islam, she would not be killed,
as she was carrying our baby--the fruit of our love.
She was scared and did not know what
to do. At that time, I asked her not to sever her relation with the
church, to act as she normally would and as a camouflage go to church on
Thursday for confession, on Friday for communion and again on Sunday for
Mass. She followed my instructions and one day, as per my instructions,
she arrived with her suitcase and gold jewelry, and we spent the night at
my home in Gameat El Dewal El Arabia Street. On Saturday morning,
she had an appointment with the person in charge at El Azhar. I arranged
for her escape to the city where she attended college and where I lived
until she finished her studies. I then had her name changed to Fatima El
Zahra Mohamed Ali El Mahdi.
The efforts of her family and of
other Christians to take her back were in vain. I made sure she was
the one who adamantly refused to go back after my colleagues and I
brainwashed her. My efforts were successful as she became completely
convinced that she was now worshipping the true God of Islam.
After five weeks of achieving this
victory for Islam and receiving my financial reward, I decided that I did
not want to keep this faithless whore as my wife. She was cheap to me and
was merely an object for sensual pleasure. How could I have a son
with her who has in him the blood of those Christian infidels? I reasoned.
I ordered her to have an abortion and I used my legitimate right to beat
her. I also obliged her to work for her food. I told her she had to serve
her Muslim masters who put a roof over her head and she had to be grateful
that I married her and saved her from her shame.
I started to think about repeating
the same game again with other women, so that I could serve my life, my
religion and my after-life. I believed by doing this I would serve my
religion by making the infidels embrace Islam; I would serve my life by
getting financial rewards; and I would serve my after life by having many
acres written in my name in heaven. I would also have a house cleaner for
free. She would work for her food and when I wanted to use her for
pleasure, she would be my odalisque.
I enjoyed hurting, beating and
humiliating Fatima (NMA). I was positive she did not truly convert
to Islam and that she has only surrendering to her female instincts. All
this made me more inclined to take revenge on her. Fatima stayed with me
for three years, seven months and twelve days until one Sunday in 1998
when I converted to Christianity. I was an atheist and avoided everyone,
before becoming a Christian. But as I continued my research, I
believe Jesus Christ showed himself to me.
I told my wife about my change of
faith. She did not believe me at first. During those three years
seven months and twelve days that Fatima stayed with me, I made eight
girls convert to Islam. After I became a Christian, I sought to
restore each of the nine women who converted because of me as well as
those whom my father had converted. I am now praying for the rest of them
and I keep getting good news about the coming back of one girl after the
other.
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